Worst day ever
I wake up this morning and feel decently good, except for the massive ache in my right shoulder (what didi I do to cause this?). I shower and get ready as normal and then head to class. Right as class is ending I hear my phone ring. I answered without looking at the ID and heard a voice that scared the shit out of me. It was a dear friend whom I would never have expected to call me in the state that I found said friend in. Well sadly I froze, I kind of sat down and couldn't think of what to say. I think I came up with dumbass shit like, "oh its to be expected", and the ever popular, "I suspect it hurts really badly." When I should have said that I was here for my friend, no matter what, and any sunnova' bitch that says differently is gonna' find out just how good I am with a set of thumbscrews and a .45.

That alone sunk my day, in fact I still feel like crap, and if said friend ever reads this and blames him/herself, don't. I care too damn much so deal with it. It doesn't matter what my friend did, nothing scared me more than what my friend sounded like when I answered the phone. I would give anything to never ever hear that voice again, from anyone. I hope to any higher power that can hear me, that tomorrow is a better day, not for me, but for everyone who has ever ben hurt, and especially my friend. Please keep my friend in your prayers, and please remember what kind of shit humanity pulls, and rise above all the hatred and crap that we all like to call "human nature", and realize how much of a better place this world is if we don't hurt one another...